Tonight – 7/23/15

It’s been 1347 days since you’ve been gone and I cried tonight. I miss you just as much as before. It’s because of you that I’ve carried on. It’s because of you that I finished a dream of mine. You inspired me. You motivated me. You taught me so much. I wish you were here. […]

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Mommy Why

6-1998 Mommy Why Why doesn’t anyone like me? Here I come full circle, Twenty-eight years of loneliness.   Mommy Why, Why doesn’t anyone like me? Don’t they see the pretty,           young girl so pure and sweet? If they treated me well for           one minute of the day, I’d be so loyal, so willing […]

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Being together, once again

7-1986 I know you’re out of reach, “til I’m back at the beach.  Just like when we first met, Knowing it was a sure bet. I remember being married, And now I am buried, In the sand, Hand in hand. With all our hopes and dreams Going down the streams One leaving and one staying, […]

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One Day I’ll Find You

1986 One day I’ll find you, Moonlight behind you. And we will walk that path once again. Going through all those things We have gone before, Not knowing at all what it is for. All I know is that we will walk that path  once again, like before.

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In search of Billy

In search of Billy How is it that out of the blue I walk into Starbucks and see you Every inch of you says, hey, here I am Every inch of me says, hey, do you see me How is it that out of the blue our paths join How is it that out of […]

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My Joyous Boy

You breathe my air You take my breath We are connected as one You are forever my boy. You bring joy I laugh I cry How I love you so You are forever my boy. I gave you life Now you heighten mine Thank you, my joyous boy.

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Beautiful Chaos

Beautiful chaos A childhood that shows and teaches all that is golden. Diamonds and pearls and all the social graces Beautiful chaos A childhood that shows and teaches all that is dark. Sorrow and abuse and all the pain of your loves Beautiful chaos An adult now that lives and experiences and knows all the […]

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